I am - – this close to losing it.
To run screaming from the house.
Honestly.
My sanity is still present enough to realise though, that should I give in, to that primal scream that is bobbing it’s head at the surface of my mind that I may never actually stop, or come back.
So I stay home.
Tend.
Mother.
Feed.
Clean.
Wash.
Cook.
Tend.
Mother.
Feed.
Clean.
Wash.
Cook.
Sleep.
Wake-up.
Repeat.
Repeat.
Repeat.
Repeat.
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What about MY dreams damnit!?
What about MY goals!?
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No one listens.
Or cares.
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At least, that is how it feels right now.
Ever the eternal optimist, I know that tomorrow will be better.
Of course, the problem with tomorrow, is that it’s always that.
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Tomorrow.
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Hang in there Ness. I know its really tough. We all know/feel your anguish/irritation and primal desire to flee.
xxx
I’m listening. Like Mel says hang in there – it will get better.
The crappy days are there to remind us fabulous women not to get big heads from our sheer wonderfulness
Hang in there, it’s a law (somewhere) that we’re allowed off our chain to run amok and create mayhem every other day
.-= Jayne´s last blog ..Archbishop Mannix and the many, many Queens…..! =-.
Thanks Jayne, you’re turning into the voice of reason over here. I’m okay now. One small meltdown yesterday, and I’ve bounced back this morning!
I’m okay now. Had my little meltdown on the blog yesterday, back to being the eternal optimist today
I’m okay now. You know, I’m really the most attentive blerrie Florence Nightingale, but yesterday I was just ‘up to here’ not with the mans requests etc, but just with *everything*. Anyway, like I said on fb, LOW POINT! LOW POINT!
Just saw this. I SO know what you’re talking about. My darling husband is a pretty lousy patient, too. My resentment at his suffering knows no bounds. He doesn’t get much sympathy. I’m a bit mean, really.
Glad you’re back on top now, though. And yes, love that movie and that scene